This post will be in English only.
I've doubted if I should write this post. But I feel like sharing this with you.
2013 was a very difficult year for me. A lot of things happened. I got a burn out and lost my job. Alas this wasn't my first time. It happened 3times before. I've been exhausted, stressed out, and had many anxiety attacks. Because it happened so many times a diagnostic research followed after a few appointments with a psychogologist. After a few months I've been diagnosed with PDD-NOS and an anxiety disorder. Last summer treatment started and I hoped things would be better soon.
This wasn't the case. The last months I felt worse and worse. I had no structure, all there was was chaos. In my home and mostly in my head. I felt depressed and even more exhausted then before. Also the anxiety attacks became worse and worse.
Last week, just before christmas I collapsed. I wasn't able to take care of myself anymore. Since then I'm staying at my parents place. I started with new medications and I'm suffering from the side effects. Hopefully they will be gone soon. I also get a more intensive treatment in a few weeks.
At this time, blogging is not my highest priority. I'm not sure when I'm back and I'm not reading other blogs as much as I used to.
So for now I will take a break and focus on my health and treatment.
I wish you all the best for 2014!